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What comes into my mind

After a while


Avalon's giveaway contest :D
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Celebrating their 13th year, Avalon.ph is giving away limited edition Star Wars moleskine notebooks. :D Here's a link to their post: http://blog.avalon.ph/2011/11/moleskine-star-wars-limited-edition-giveaway/#respond

 I actually came across the franchise when I saw Star Wars books being sold in a garage sale. When I heard of the prequel trilogy, I decided to try it out, and lo behold, I enjoyed it. I wasn't much of a fan of the Sci-Fi genre but Star Wars changed that. I watched all 6 movies, a feat that I've never done with any other sci-fi film, and now, my brothers and I bond over the Xbox game, and sometimes, during semestral breaks, we would take the time to watch all six movies again. (Favorite villain would be Darth Maul, even though he only appeared in the first episode. I mean, who else has a double-bladed light saber?)

I really hope I win this. Honestly, if ever I do win, I plan on giving this as a gift to my brother since he's a big fan. :D 

Something that has been bugging me for some time now
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 The reduction of state subsidy to state universities all over the country depicts the government’s views on education. It’s simply not in their list of things to fix in the coming year. While preaching about how important it is for people to see education as a way to bring themselves out of poverty, their move to lower the education sector’s budget is a stunning example of leading people to give up their dreams of earning a degree due their inability to afford the tuition fees state universities require despite being ‘for the ‘masa’ ’. Hypocrisy at its finest, I must say.

I am no activist. In fact, I spent 3 years of my university life reading books, and studying as much as I can to be able to survive the competitive environment, and hopefully, end up with a degree. I never joined walk-outs, rallies, talks, noise barrages, or any of those sorts. I was simply content, or possibly, apathetic.

I understand the predicament the university is facing. Their increase in tuition was too much for the students to handle, even though they meant well. As much as they want the students to gain knowledge without the expense of their parents’ salaries, they had to make a choice. And though many protested, most of the students kept mum about it and merely accepted it as part of the changing times.

However, what I don’t understand is how the government does not see the repercussions of their choices. I figured they just don’t know how hard it is to study in a state university. While other colleges have new equipment and new chemicals in the labs, we have recycled buffers, and old slides. Our pipettes are often broken, our fluorescent lights are busted, and our tools are oftentimes an improvised version of the real thing. Our solutions are often contaminated, our specimens are possibly as old as our professors, and our labs are as broken down as they can be. ‘Modest facilities’ is a very big understatement. We don’t have much left and yet, we still have you taking away more.

The government may be lucky now that the students are still opting to go to college to pursue their dreams rather than working as soon as they finish high school, but, it may not be case in the near future. With the loss of budget, the schools have no choice but to increase their tuition fees in order to stay open. More students will not be able to afford the high tuition and the phrase ‘para sa masa’ will cease to exist. Education becomes a privilege only for those who can afford.
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I went to the National Museum last week and I was amazed to see how dedicated people are. The building looks rundown, the specimen are stored in empty peanut butter bottles, labels are merely made of paper and string. Each department consists of only one person. Imagine that person collecting, preparing and sorting every specimen in his/her division. As sad as their situation may sound, their dedication to their fields is simply heartwarming.

While other countries continue to develop, we continue to scrape whatever’s left and try to make do with that. What keeps us from pursuing a career as a call center agent, or a nurse and work for international institutions instead of working for the country is the drive to learn. Despite the loss of fancy equipment and luxurious rooms, we continue our quest for knowledge, hoping that things would change for the better.
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The science and technology sector is really suffering right now. Most people rely on what celebrities and politicians say rather than what experts say. For example, while celebrities and politicians continue to talk about the issue on climate change and global warming and how it brought us ‘Ondoy’, they neglect to take into account the scientist’s point of view of how it happened. Effects of Ondoy were due to the fact that our flood control systems and sewers were filled with trash and were unable to reduce the amount of water accumulating in the rivers, and our mountains are unable to absorb water due to lack of trees as a result of illegal logging, and mining, and Marikina lies on a fault line, a very low area, and in a geological point of view, it resembles a basin.

I am not saying that climate change and global warming do not exist, in fact, it is an expected phenomena. What I want people to know is that while climate change and global warming are being marketed as the sole cause of our problems, exploitation of our resources, such as illegal logging, poaching, mining and the like continue to exist and are not being given much thought despite these being the direct cause.

The so-called conservation efforts of the government are not really well thought of. They assume that whatever we find at ground level is what we find in the mountain tops, or areas of high elevation. Sadly, most of the native flora and fauna are found in lower elevations, those places we turn into kaingin areas and subdivisions. I wonder how many of those we would have to sacrifice before the government realizes how stupid they have been.
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(To the government—good move on increasing the pork barrel (the one you put under ‘public works’), at the expense of the health and education sectors, surely, that is more important than the other two.)

School.Resort.Home. :))
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 Finally got back from all those far-from-home trips. :D 
Thursday-- Friday
  • Walked around with Sofi and Jayvee to kill time before going to Taytay for the sem planning 
  • Saw Apo and Nina by CS. I miss seeing you guys! :D Grabe, last December ko pa ata kayo huling nakita. Buhay ermitanyo ako last sem eh. :)) Sayang nga lang at kinalaingan ko nang umalis pagkatapos mag-hello kasi may pupuntahan pa dapat kami. Lunch date nga tayo minsan. :D 
  • Left for Club Serene resort. Experienced road rage thanks to JJ. ( Almost ran over an old lady crossing, almost got hit by a truck on the side, was overtaking cars in double yellow lane roads, almost crashed into another car) Next time, I will bring a rosary. 
  • After hours of planning, we went karaoke-ing and BI-ed Jayvee to getting drunk ( he never really did try it since Patring said cheap liquor = really bad hangovers. I know it's really bad of us but he was getting on my nerves when he tried analyzing  the saying," Beer before liquor never sicker, liquor before beer you're in the clear". We were like, " Dude, get drunk now while we're all still sane and responsible. (12:30 am na siya so we were all running on energy reserves and pissing us off is a big WTF.) )
  • SWIMMING!!!!!! Sofi and Paul played against Baula and JJ in a game of chicken. Sofi fell even before JJ touched her. That proves the theory we made: apparently it only takes a gust of wind to make her fall. :)) 
  • Kat drinking= emo kid :) 
  • More road rage, we almost got rammed, Thanks to JJ. :)) Just when he thought he was winning the race, we found out that everyone slowed down because someone left his/her phone in the place. :)) So much for being number one. :))
  • Pigged out at McDo. :)) I love their pancakes. Got free hot choco. :)) The waitress got a bit confused with the orders and gave us an extra hot choco. :)) Sa bagay, 15 nga naman ang orders, yung iba,doble pa ang meals. :))
I don't wanna go back to school just yet. :)) My mind is still in lazy mode. :))

trouble brewing
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Liar. You twist the story, making you the victim. Liar. You make it seem as if it was necessary. I just wish you would leave. I just wish they would understand how much of a liar you really are. I want to shout profanities at you, pull out every bit of hair on your head, see you scream in pain as I force you to your knees. You make me sick. You think you are so special. You are nothing. Lesser than the scum by your feet.Your true nature rivals that of roaches and rats, created only to seek havoc on the earth. I hate you with passion. There will come a time where your big head full of air and baseless pride will cause you to lose everything you say you've got. Inchworm.Imbecile.Ingrate.Idiot. 

I can't wait to see you go. I can't to see you pack your bags and leave. You boast of your achievements, saying it's hard to do them. As if. All I see is a worthless piece of shit trying to look good, but failing miserably. Sleeping in, hardly working, and yet boasting, as if that was the hardest thing in the world and you conquered it. 

I wish you would have a terrible life, filled with sorrow, regret and emptiness. I wish you would feel the real pain. I wish karma would work fast on you because I have had it with you. 

I swear if you tick me off again, I will not be able to control myself.
I am heartless when I want to be. Do not test my patience.
You will surely regret it. 

Having fun sa photo booth
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Wala lang. :)) Mukha kasing masaya ipost ang mga kaweirdohan namin. :)) Had tons of fun in that party. :D

Leeching of the Institute's WiFi
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I feel so detached with this account. I can't remember the last time I posted something here. :)) This has been a sucky month. 
  • For once, I feel like I am failing terribly in everything I have been doing recently. Biology interests me but I can't seem to fit right in. >_< Must find new career. It sucks to know that passing is not enough to get you through the whole med business. Maybe, I could be a bonsai artist.  Or a bum. 
  • Got nominated in the org again-- still don't know whether I should accept or not. I wanted the position since I was a freshman but now that have been given a chance, I feel as if I could not live up to the expectations the position holds. 
  • I am seriously tired. I want a break but every time I try to do so, I end up being more tired than ever. Why can't people come with a Del button to erase all those stupid thoughts?
PS. Don't think you're the only one struggling. I am not as good as you think I am. I fall too. Right now, I have been trying so hard just to keep my head afloat. 

 

Chem+Bio do not mix
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I just realised how dorky sounding I became because of science. It's quite sad, but what the heck. Science jokes are ransacking my brain. :))
 
During Chem 31.1 ( Organic Chem~ Orgy Chem):


Prof: So guys, you change 'ane' to 'anal'. ( on aldehydes)
Student: Anal, I see. So that's why, this is called orgy chem. It's so horny. 

Serious question: 
So sir, yung parent lang yung nagiging anal? 

Mia: I finally got what 'the milkshake brings all the boys to the yard"
Dani: What?
Mia: The milkshake means human placental lactogen. I was choosing between that and lactobacillus acidophilus ( lactic acid found in women; same component as the found in yogurt).

Despite getting quite high in IQ tests, I often wonder where all those IQ points went. :))
During Bio Lab class: 


Dani: Sir, ano specimen dito? ( Looks at bottle intently)
Sir: Nilabas ko na. Ano dinodrawing mo diyan? 

Marian: ( looks at black thing on table) Sir, anong specimen to?
Sir: Eraser yan. 

Jayvee: Oh, what's fungi is this? 
Dani: Jayvee, those are pencil shavings. 

I gotta stop hanging out with these guys. My brain just can't think straight when I'm with them. :D

Dani: I'm so hungry. But I'm only hungry for water. 
Marian: Dani, that's being thirsty.

Dani: ( to Marian) you know, I haven't told Raisa yet-- ( peers at noodle stand), I think I like noodles. :))

I need a break from school. All of these things.... It's mind rape. 

PS. Alkoxide, I love that word. It's like epoxy, so alkoxy sounding. :)) 

January Blues
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 Dear January -
Please lighten up. 

Getting ready for the big week
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Another stressful week-- It's so tiring to go to school. My non-existent drawing skill is still not improving. I think it's getting worse. Stupid plates.I can feel each possible day I could still enjoy in my supposed long life disappearing every time I inhale in the chem lab. Everything is poison. Even the table is dangerous, with all the spills and organic compounds that is bound to give everyone cancer. 
This week
Tuesday --
YAY : Sherlock Holmes Premiere! Whoo! It was nice seeing Robert Downey Jr. and Jude Law together. :))
BOO: Chem exam was scheduled on Tuesday next week
Wednesday--
YAY : Got to eat taho again. Needed a sugar rush. It's all Marian and Mia's fault. Peer pressure. xD
BOO : Mahirap daw ang exam 2 sa bio lab. Bongga rin ang date: Wednesday next week
Thursday --
YAY : Got chocolate :D
BOO:  Left my plates at home, Almost lost my wallet, cellphone, Almost missed my jeepney stop, Broke my braces
Friday -???

Next week:
11 January: 4 pm, Bio 180 Make up class
12 January: 10 am, Chem exam
13 January: 12 nn, Bio Lab exam; Have to buy gift for mom
14 January:  Mom's Birthday, 8:30 am: Ultimate Quiz in SS II
15 January: Possible: 8:30 am-- Bio 12 Lec exam
16 January: Time: TBA, Chem 31 Lec exam

Good luck sa akin! :D

Welcome 2010! Happy New Year Everyone!
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I will miss 2009. All those high-on-paint moments, fun filled days, first time deals and other memorable dates-- you'll be remembered. :D 

WELCOME 2010. 
BACK TO REALITY. 
BACK TO WORK.

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